I Love you, Mom... Dad....!

I wake up in the morning,
to see the sun shining bright.
I hold the window railing,
to feel the touch of sun light.

I open my eyes,
to see a beautiful world.
I witness the sun-rise,
promising a new day to hold.

But all that am holding,
is the window railing.
I begin to wish,
things that i missed.

I missed my pulse,
that holds the essence
of holding on to dreams so immense!
Oh! Is it too late?

I want to make you happy,
alas! I fail again and again.
I dont want to see you grumpy,
upset, sad and in vain.

I have a capacity,
With which things i do.
I dont have the capacity,
to tell you what i cant do.

I want to make you proud of me!
So that I can relish your sincere smile.
But what you wish for i can see!
which sometimes i cant file.

Is it too late now?
Please tell me No!
I need another chance
To make things right and enhance.

I want to start again,
to find the pulse i missed.
I promise to work and gain,
all the things that i missed.

I love you, Daddy
I love you, Mummy.
Just let me have my pace,
So that i can create my space.

I know I lagged behind,
and made u feel sad.
I want to jump back and stand,
to wipe the tears that u had.

Will you let me do it?
I know you will.
Will you stand with me all fit?
Because i need your support like a pill.

Dont mistake me because of my failures.
I did not want to fail.
Please help me stand up in glamour,
so that I can hail your name.

Forgive me for hiding anything from you,
Trust me, I did not wish to do!
I did it in fear of seeing a tear,
that might drop from your eyes in due.

I love you, Daddy,
I love you, Mummy,
please understand that I do...
I wish to make you happy, so help me to "do".

:)

written by - Sheena Palanivelu